From the time I was like 20 years old (which is when the Inet started w/gusto) I started looking at and collecting porn. NGs were the primary source of collection. Well, BB’s were first but the Internet filled that gap quickly for me. I would spend a voracious amount of time looking at and sorting through my porno -all of which was women bound. The more severe the better. Japanese bondage was the pinnacle for me. I sought it out. I savored it. For me, it was the best.
Nothing has really changed (everthing has changed), except that now, I never look at porno. Not even the porno I produce. I never rent a movie, I never go to those web sites that attracted me originally, nor do I even jack off with any of those images or ideas in mind. In fact, I never, ever visit those web sites that I once visited on a regular basis.
What has really changed? I’m a guy that likes to jack off even if I get laid every night. But I never look at porno anymore to do so. I just conjure up images of things I’d like to do to some girl. Or something I have done. Then place it on the web site, and my mind’s billboard.