There’s always something about her that leaves me a little unsettled. Like I feel as though she wants something but I just don’t know what it is –but I don’t think it has anything to do with sex. But being alone with her, for some goddamn reason, always leaves me wishing someone else would join us. I’m uneasy. I can’t figure it out. Whenever she comes by I’m like -bring the BF!
She texted me about borrowing something. I said sure and she wanted to come over right away and get it. When I met her at the door, in that instant I thought, fuck it, take the bull by the horns, I’m just going to make her lay down on my bed and totally get her off. Which is exactly what I did. She put up a light resistance initially, but caved in thereafter.
Then we had a nice little talk on the side of my bed. About problems she is having with her BF.
Oh dear, what the fuck did I just do?