I went out to meet this chick when she pulled into the drive. The dogs were going crazy and it took me a minute or two to get them settled down and put away. But then she and her escort wouldn't get out of the car. I could see them in the vehicle, shit, what are they doing? A cigarette was burning in the ashtray and I noticed an empty liquor bottle in the back seat. The car appeared to be overheating a bit and I could see the tires were showing some thread. They just kept sitting there but they weren't moving. I rapped on the window and told them the dogs were put up but they just stared straight ahead; blank. After about five minutes I just opened the passenger door and Airella fell completely out of the vehicle. I thought, uh oh, she must be drunk. She reeked of cheap whiskey and her escort shot me an ugly stare.

OK, as usual I'm getting a little ahead of myself. I could tell that Airella was a little worried about her appearance, her weight specifically, from our email exchange. It went something like this...

JR!

I do not fit your "weight" section on your application. I am 5'3" and 10 oz., skinny and pliable as you can see from my nude on OMP. I am a size 0, and although I am most definitely HWP, I am also considered a anorexic size model. I try only to be affiliated with sites that are body positive and do not have weight limits but instead make a decision about whether to use a model due to each individual girl, their confidence, look and style. I also have lots of brands on my arms and thighs. I consider them to be hot, not "disfiguring." I was under the impression that my OMP profile said my body type.

Anyhow... what to do?

-Airella

..well, I wrote her right back and tried to assure her that I did not mean to offend her with the weight scale limitation. That we simply had never seen or heard of a girl that weighed only 10 oz. I let her know she could just skip that portion of the application and move on. Her response went like this...

Cum back and see us again?

Angel made quite the little trip out to see us. Driving from the west coast of Oregon to our little domain in the interior, she stayed in a motel the night before so she'd be all ready for us the day of her shoot. Here is what she had to say in her application....

Hello JR,

I would love to model for you. I have read everything you sent me and looked at the images you sent and I am very excited. I have only played with self bondage mostly and I have never had the opportunity to be tightly bound but I would love to be. I don't know my limits yet to the severity of restriction or torture I can endure but I am willing to test myself. Humiliation play fine, impact play fine, suspensions fine, forced orgasms yes...I do play with a electric massager at home and I love it and yes I orgasm hard. I gag myself for self play and also to share with my friends on my web cam, I love to drool all over. I do practice self bondage at home and I have several online friends who I share fantasies. I tie myself and gag myself , choke myself and and I've even spanked myself with a book. The bondage, the gaging, the spanking and fondling and probing have all been my fantasy and I think I would really enjoy modeling and learning all I can. Thank you for contacting me and for considering me for the job, I am anxious to be hearing from you again. I am so excited everytime I think about it I get all tingly and hot....and I am at work when this has been happening so I have to keep cool, cant run to my room and expload on my toy to get a release.

Thank you,

Angel

...Angel was taken to a space she's never, ever been to before. She quite clearly let me know that the day was the most intense she had ever had in her life. I believe her. You will to after you watch that fucking video. Damn, you'd get hard-on just listening to the audio. Before the last scene was over Angel tried to talk us into letting her come back out the next day! Oh my.

Another girl who had no idea she sprayed. How does that happen? Shit, we're going to have start buying an umbrella for the Cunt Cam. Fuck. You couldn't see a damn thing through the lens once Angel got started spraying. I think she could get a job with the fire department putting out little grass fires.

Oh, and I'd be remiss if I didn't mention what she did with Luther. Made Goldie look like she had tonsillitis. Though, I will admit, Goldie still holds the record for depth. There was so much in this shoot to like it would be difficult pin down a favorite scene: Was it the desperate look on her face when she was sucking Luther? Was it when she had that ass hook in and tied off to her hair? The crotch rope that was so tight and wide only a tiny portion of her naughty bits were poking through. Maybe when she had that clear bag over her head and she was gasping for breath? Perhaps the strappado where I made her ask me to whip her when she felt like she would cum and then when that was too much she had to ask me for the Hitachi again, ad nauseam. Or maybe, just maybe, it was when she was suspended in the cage, panties taped in her mouth and she blew that butt plug out like a scud missile when she came. I'm not really sure at this point. I do know I need a nap and a cigarette (I don't even smoke). Well, another application just came across my desk so I best be going....toodle do.

Update: Angel wrote me a nice note the next day. It went like this....

Just wanted to let you know how I am doing today. In heat all over again. At work cant help but think about yesterday...breathing heavy, slipped out a moan earlier on accident, throbby crotch, keep pushing it against countersand objects;) I have to tell you, my experience there was nothing short of what I came for. Thank you guys. It defiantly was a life changing experience, I'll never forget it. Makes me feel alive. I can't wait to do it again.

That's nice.

Hi JR,

Yes, I did go to the website.

I don't mind being tied up really tightly, I just don't like being hurt badly. Anything with my boobs (nipple clamps) is a no-no. They're just really sensitive. Humiliation play? No, nothing degrading. I like being in control, mostly (I'm a Leo!) Impact play? Like spanking/hitting? If I have other shoots, then I can't have marks, and I bruise super easily.

I don't know about suspensions...

No, I don't practice bondage in my personal life. Been kinda curious about it, though.

A forced O with an external vib is fine.

I guess being gagged is ok.

Sorry to be so picky.

2pm on Sunday would definitely work. Where are you located?

Cheers,

Chloe

...she's going to be a lightweight. I really want to tie her up very stringently but I'm thinking that's probably not going to happen. And it didn't. She just couldn't handle too much --at least on this visit.

She showed up 30 minutes late. When she arrives she immediately requests to be stationed somewhere scenic on the property so she can have lunch. Yeah, that's pretty much what I was expecting from a chick off a modeling web site.

OK, the second this chick started talking to me I just wanted to stuff a big ball gag in her mouth. I mean really, she'd just go on and on and take along time in doing it. Fuck. Many times I had to get animated and intense so she'd giddy up with what she was telling me. Snoozer!

OK, with all that said I liked her. She was sweet. She was a pretty good sport about things and, all in all, I think if she comes back out again we'll be able to get a bit more out of her. Plus, she sprays. Maybe more than any other girl that's been in here. At one point, she had so much juicy cum flowing out of her puss I had someone go grab me a spoon so I could fish it out of there and feed it to her. But before the spoon person could return she started spraying on me --which just blew everything out like a high pressure hose. Maybe next time, eh Chloe?

Again, trolling a modeling page. Where are all the newspaper responders? Digressing...Echo had quite a few pictures of herself on her modeling page. All of them contained a very large snake. Boa? We're talking something like 7 feet long. My eyes kept moving from the snake to her perfect body and back again. Alrighty, let me drop her an email and see if she's interested. It took so long to get a response back I completely forgot about the whole affair. But alas, one day I did finally get a response. A positive one...

Hi!

I am so sorry it took me so long to get back to you. My dog, a 110 pound rotweiller-pitbull mix(and my dearest companion in the entire world) had a really bad series of medical emergencies, which called me away from everything computer related for the past few weeks. He's needed round-the-clock care, and then some. Can't even begin to tell you how many vet visits.

HOWEVER, I digress.

I opened your e-mail, took a dubious look around your website, and my kinky little devil inner self said, "This would be a TON of fun."

I showed your webpage to my boyfriend, who said "holy shit that's hot, but why are you showing me?" So I explained, and he's totally jazzed.

So, if you are still interested in having me as a model for your website, I would absolutely love to!

Sincerely,
Echo

...OK, cool, we're on!

Knowing I was early, WTF, I shopped for a good book. I never tire of reading Joseph Campbell so I headed to the mythology section, picked out a book I was familiar with (heck, I've read every book he has published) and made my way to the coffee area. This time, I had told Elise I would stay in a seat right in the immediate area where coffee was served. It wasn't long before she arrived. She walked past me carrying a backpack, headed for a seat on the other side of the room. I knew it was her this time. She was *so* small. I watched her walk past and checked her out. OK. I'm a dude. I thought, *shit*, nice ass. Did you hear me? --NICE, fucking, ass. Just before she sat down in a chair across from me I called out her name. She whipped her head around and sort of gave me a smirky smile. She's hot. She's fucking hot man!! She had already sent me some photos of herself, nude. She was much better looking in person than what I had seen in the pics. She sat down directly across from me at a tiny table that was situated right up against where the coffee was served. She settled in and, frankly, I don't recall what the first words were. Knowing me, I probably apologized for this being the second meeting of what should have been the first. At any rate, she immediately noticed what book I had picked out. Joseph Campbell. Who the fuck cares which one, right? If you know this man's message then it really doesn't matter does it? You can trust him. Struggling with a religious upbringing? Read "The Power Of Myth". I digress. In a helpful way -back to the narrative. When Elise sat down she immediately noted the book I picked out. OK. Now comes the second fact that, well, being an honest man, placed Elise on a pedestal that no other could knock her off of. She is a fan of Joseph Campbell.

OK, where do I start? Elisha. Wow, you know, I never thought you'd NOT show. Once you FINALLY told me you'd be there --I believed you. Trouble is, it took a long time to get there. Jen, nah. Let's see, oh yeah, Sara Lee, you beat her. Thumbing through my papers here, oh yes, I see it now, the very FIRST email >>>she is a newspaper responder<<< I ever received from you was back on, wait, oh yeah, I think I see it now, squintinnnnggggg, THERE IT IS!! November, no, no, no it's OCTOBER Fourteen!! Yes, 2007.

I'm not going to go into the details of that entire exchange. Suffice it to say that when Elisha pulled into The Attic with her BF I felt like giving her a big hug. I mean, shit, we'd been talking off and on for awhile now.

So, without further ado, things didn't work out. It happens. These are newbies after all. Most are trying out this BDSM thing for the first time ever --at least in a serious way. It wasn't like there were hard feelings or anything. It just became obvious she wasn't enjoying herself. So we concluded.

I do think we'll see Elisha again in another capacity, however...

I love the website I dig tight bondage. I really appreciate the fact that the girls aren't models. Nothing you've mentioned so far bothers me. I'm totally game. I'm capable of orgasming from external vibes, I dig tight bondage. I've never tried suspension but I'm totally up for trying.

She has a Masters in Fine Arts AND she's a knitter. She had two socks with her when I picked her up. I just love that shit. Not only is she a knitter but she's an artist as well. I wonder if she could do a better job than Elise painting with her nipples?

Elizabeth really got put through her paces for her first visit. She went from the highest mountain to the lowest valley and back again during her visit. She screamed. She screamed bloody murder at one point. At another point she found herself so overwhelmed by her experience that she passed out. But guess what? At the end of the day she was anxious to come back and see us again.

Did you see that shoe size?

But there she was. Hogtied. In my side yard. I'd never met her before in my life. And she looked so cute --so all American. She didn't think it was weird at all. Big, giant mower throwing out the grass clippings right by her head.

Here's what she had to say...

Sunday the 29th would be perfect, I think. I have work the day before and the day after, so I hadn't planned anything. Yes, I do have transportation. How far out of town are you? Would you mind paying for gas for me to get there? If not, I can handle it, you'd be paying me anyway.

I probably won't bring an escort... my boyfriend would like to watch, I think, but he's going to be out of town.

I poked around the website, and I have to say, I was wanting to put my hand down my pants just reading it... I especially like what you did with "Marina", like the mud and raw meat. That sounded really fun. Bobbing for dildos....

Anyway, looking forward to meeting you, and further adventures...

Emily

...perfect. I mean, really. A girl like Emily has only come around a few other times. Let me remind you, she's a complete, total newbie to all this. Fresh off the line. Everything we did with her was a new experience.

Here's to hoping we see Emily again...

She wanted to meet first, so we did. A little coffee shop out in PDX. Being the good submissive she is she had chosen a place very convenient to me. A good girl. We had a pleasant little chat in which she shared some of her proclivities. Of course, she wanted a little background info on me as well so a little give and take was exchanged. I found her engaging, well spoken and very submissive. Perfect.

After Eva's visit she sent us back a very nice thank you note. An excerpt:

It truly was a fabulous experience, which released me. I feel completely calm and at peace right now...euphoric. You were wonderful, I felt so comfortable and you provided me with an experience that was very fitting for me this morning.

Kisses and hugs!

Eva